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@autismchud @ChocoCornets282 I CANT JOIN VOICECHATS im both insecure abt my voice and i cant imagine myself talking to more than 3 moids at the same time, unironically i wouldnt be able to handle that especially if theyre being ironic all the time lol

@autismchud I rlly hope they do im kinda insecure so i dont really know;-;

@autismchud But i think most ppl i talk to is funnier than me so it'd be understandable if they find me boring or corny 😭

@autismchud I think hes not that woke yet, he needs to get educated more tbh

@autismchud Islam sucks anyways, i cant decide if its the islamist ones or the irreligious ones that are the worst

Most people in turkey have secular way of marriages anyways so i didnt witness the ones ur talking abt. Not like i care tho, i cant see myself marrying one day unfortunately

@autismchud No i tried both ways. Explaining myself and not explaining. Letting them know and dont know, in relationship and not in relationship. All lead to the same path regardless, maybe my friend and i have bigoted oldschool standards

@autismchud He?? You mean THEY including the ones my friends meet 😭

@autismchud Im just dissapointed that whenever i like a man he turns out to be addicted to attention of females or a manhoe, IM TRYING TO BE PATIENT AND STOP GENERALIZING BUT ITS GETTING TOO MUCJ

@autismchud Those places dont exist

I think i am the one who should change but i dont have the enough mental strength

@autismchud I cant either, i also cant talk in servers either for some reason

I only want to text my oomfs that i usually talk here but i sometimes overstimulate them i guess 😭 understandable but ruins my confidence lol

@autismchud I had a 4th year psychology student friend told me that i could have asperger but i rlly dont know about such stuff, i dont have a problem with speaking/body lang (except the eye contact thing) but other symptoms ARE there so this could actually help me. thanks for the advice 😭

@autismchud Yeah when i ask too many questions it sometimes drains them but its probably because i make some mistakes somewhere i guess. Were you diagnosed

@autismchud I know im on the spectrum but i still could find guidance from a professional to learn how to express myself better because people (including my mom) makes wrong assumptions about me 😭

@autismchud And no im not a psycho, i love animals and never hurt people, it just takes a bit effort relate and communicate effectively

@autismchud Although i can rationalize/understand why people would feel a certain feeling over a thing, i find it hard to relate compared to an average person according to my observation

I also dont understand jokes & meanings behind some behaviors but this one could be an online thing idk

@autismchud @themythicalgri2 Im very enthusiastic about such games and i would like to have a gamer bf but the problem is my voice doesnt make it work 💀 when i tried it they noticed i sound like a kid, and im very insecure abt it. Plus idk how to flirt with ppl so yeah..